Monday, October 19, 2009

Holy Sh&t Batman!

Holy SH&t balls batman!!!!

Woke up yesterday to it snowing outside. SNowing??? Really already thats unacceptable to me! Normally this would excite me because i have a snowmobile, With my back all messed up its just depressing knowing i can only watch other people ride it around the yard :/. Already halfway through october wowsers. I know everyone said time would fly having our daughter but wow they really meant FLY. Its going SOOO fast, Today she was screatching sooooo loud it was hilarious while mommy was trying to sleep in. I felt bad but melissa didnt come downstairs so i guess she slept through the screetches.

Things here are bout the same as always. MElissas doing good, still working at cooley dickinson as a nurse. Im still out of work with a messed up back. I wish every single day that it would just get better. You never know how much it sucks to just sit home until you really have to do it. You allways think oh wow that would be great, sit home and just relax all the time, Well it sucks. It makes you depressed and angry. It makes me feel worthless. Luckily i have a very supportive wife who puts up with my crap and loves me no matter what.

For my birthday melissa brought me to the east haven Hot tubs in northampton, It was AWESOME" We had the outside hottub all the way at the top of the building. I think it was about 40 degrees outside so mucho frio it was. Went over my moms last night for a birthday dinner. Lasagna bread Some orange stuff with mandarin oranges (YUM) And of course she made my favorite cake!!!!! IT is a chocolate wacky cake with peanut butter frosting... YUM YUM YUM!!! Thanks momZ!!!! and thanks to everyone for the birthday gifts and wishes :)

As of november 23rd My work (c&s wholesale grocers) Will be terminating my employment :/ awesome. So ill be loosing my health insurance and job. If anyone knows a way for me to get very affordable insurance for my family message me. I tihnk i make too much for like masshealth and stuff like that. Bah i try to stay positive but it gets hard sometimes. I know things will get better, someday somehow. Im investigating some schools around here and thinking bout doing some computer education. I love computers and think that would be a much more fun job then picking up boxes like mi did for the last 9 years.... Good times

SO yeah, and stuff, and things

VrooOOM

BAng BAnG!!!

KorT-OutiE

Monday, September 14, 2009

Should I be eating #8's ?

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Yup My blog. Woopedie doo! Today i had a follow up appointment with wendy king at pioneer spine and sport. The injections i got into my facet joints didnt help. So i go on sept 1st to get more injections into my si joints. I am so hoping these ones work because im pretty much sick of being at home all the time. Not that its not great being with kaylee and melissa but im the kind of person who likes to work and make some $$. Will i ever go back to my old job. Probably not. I will have to take a much less manual labor job. Kaylee is getting so big its amazing, starting to sit up and learn to balance herself. She uses her playcenter thing more and more every time. Its crazy that summer is just about over. Didnt really get to do as much as i wanted mostly cause my backs messed up. Didnt go tubing or whitewater rafting. Next year i suppose. On a positive note.... Wendys is back open in greenfield. go get a number 8 It is delicioso! Yum Yumm Yum!



Should i be eating number 8's? well noo probably not since ive gained 30 lbs since being outa work but they are so yuM! Whats new...... Red sox are sucking lately. Still love em though. Patriots had a preseason game last night that was kinda exciting. I love fall and everything that comes with it. Apple picking , haunted hay rides, good stuff. I did pretty much no fishing this year. Wasnt feelin it and Id rather spend free time making kaylee laugh. :) Shes awesome melissa and I are lucky to have her. Things are super between me and melissa. She puts up with alot of crap from me and i love her very much! Weve been showing kiayla some more attention cause she was jealous of kaylee.. She seems to be settling down some now and accepting kaylee. Adios toooootalooooo

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Summers Over

Well summer is over.... Labor day weekend has come and gone. It was a good weekend for us. We went to the fair in northhampton, It was pretty good. Better then the franklin county fair in my opinion. all the walking took a toll on my back but it was worth it. We went to the bennington monument which was very fun. Ive never been to the top till this weekend. Its 300 feet tall theres an elevator that lets you go up 200 feet and see all around. Beautiful view if i may say so! We checked out the flea market in wilmington. Didnt buy anything but was kinda neat. We found kaylee a walker for 5 buys at a tag sale. Super awesome she has already learned how to use it and she loves being mobile :). Things are super tight lately money wise but we are making it. It wouldnt be so bad if my doctor copays werent 50 bucks each time. Kinda annoying going to the doctor spending tons of $$ and not getting fixed. I had more injections this alst week but havent felt any relief. The only relief i ever get is Going swimming or taking my vicodins. overall things are going good considering all thats going on. I did have to go on anti depressants because Ive been so down about everything. I am feeling much better this last week emotionally.



We had a tag sale this weekend and did pretty darn good. ITs amazing though that people will try to get you to go lower on something thats priced 2.00 and is worth 10... Cheap bastards! Thank you to everyone who has helped us lately to get through everything. Thank you Mom and donna for the help. The diapers have been so helpful and the wipes and groceries also! Love everyone and THANK YOu!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

July 2009

Yup Ive decided to start a blog. Im sure noone will ever read my blog. Im not the most Interesting of people. Im also not a good speller, writer so Bear with me through my blogging.


Today is wednesday. This coming saturday is our 4th of july cookout. We were hoping greenfield would have their fireworks on the 4th but of course they decided to do them on the 5th (bastards). We are borrowed a small bounce hosue from a friend so the kids could have something fun to do. Also got a slip and slide and are gonna have a big home run derby game. Hoping the weather cooperates but its looking kinda iffy. Everyone is invited. Im sure we missed a couple people to invite but seriously EVERYONE is invited. Well have plenty of burgers, dogs and soda. BYOB is you dont want soda.

TOday my back is killing me, i had my xrays yesterday at franklin medical center. My specialist decided to send me down to dr. andersons office. He is a neurosurgeon so I will be seeing him tuesday this next week. For anyone who doesnt know My mri results are 3 bulged discs and 2 degenerated discs. Some days The pain is ok and some its VERy bad. Today is a medium day. Ive been out of Work since may 27th. Ok gotta run kaylee is awake!!!!!!! More blogs to come!!